Wednesday, October 23, 2013

TYLER KNOTT GREGSON'S COLLECTION

I'm a big fan of Tyler Knott.  Once I started reading his works, I became hooked.  It's probably because we shared the same intense feelings towards someone that we yearn to be with....  


"I wonder how many," he whispered, glancing up, out, and beyond even the mountains in the distance. 
"How many what?" she wondered.
"More…how many more of these we’ll miss together."
The Pastel Fading of Early Summer Light (by TylerKnott)

I write every day
hoping that there is a chance
you will read them too.

What letters will fit
that form the words that tell you
how Much I love you?

How loud must I scream?
How long must I wait alone,
for you to find me?

Will those arms find me?
Will these arms wrap around you?
Will they meet here soon?

A bed is so cold
without you here to fill it.
A night is so dark.

Can’t you understand,
I don’t want another hand?
Can’t you see it’s you?

Longer the nights grow
and colder with it this bed.
Warm it. Light me. Now.

What will fill the dark
if not the light inside you?
What will shine on me?

Empty and hollow,
exhausted but waiting here
for your hand in mine.

Look close at my hands,
try to tell me they aren’t made
for holding you close.

Let’s just stay in bed
and we’ll let the day dissolve.
Let’s stay lost in sheets.

Can I trust these eyes,
when you’re still lying here and
the morning has come?

Grab tight the fabric
and wrap it in your fingers,
hold me close to you.

Somehow you bring out
the best of all things in me,
hiding for so long.

I hope you can see
how very hard I’m trying
to ease this aching.

I wanted your smile,
I wanted honest laughter,
all because of me.

It’s coming again,
the chill and frozen morning,
will you be there too?

Were I your shadow,
then come sunshine or moonlight,
we’d be together.


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Tuesday, October 22, 2013

THE FLAME



Another night slowly closes in
And I feel so lonely
Touching heat freezing on my skin
I pretend you still hold me
I'm going crazy, I'm losing sleep
I'm in too far, I'm in way too deep over you
I can't believe you're gone
You were the first, you'll be the last

Wherever you go, I'll be with you
Whatever you want, I'll give it to you
Whenever you need someone 
To lay your heart and head upon
Remember, after the fire, after all the rain
I will be the flame
I will be the flam

Watching shadows move across the wall
I feel so frightened
I wanna run to you, I wanna call
But I've been hit by lightning
Just can't stand up for fallin' apart
Can't see through this veil across my heart, over you
You'll always be the one
You were the first, you'll be the last

Wherever you go, I'll be with you
Whatever you want, I'll give it to you
Whenever you need someone 
To lay your heart and head upon.
Remember, after the fire, after all the rain
I will be the flame
I will be the flame

I'm going crazy, I'm losing sleep
I'm in too far, I'm in way too deep over you
You'll always be the one
You were the first, you'll be the last

Wherever you go, I'll be with you
Whatever you want, I'll give it to you
Whenever you need someone 
To lay your heart and head upon.
Remember, after the fire, after all the rain
I will be the flame
I will be the flame

Whatever you want, I'll give it to you
Wherever you go, I'll be with you
And whatever you want, I'll give it to you

~Cheap Trick~

gusto ko padin isipin na andito ka lang sa tabi ko T_T

Monday, October 21, 2013

IF ONLY...

It's worst than I thought.

I thought I was getting better at this.  It only took one picture then all of the walls I've built came crashing down on me.  I can't sleep.  I cried and cried.  Morning came and I still found myself crying, wondering when this pain will go away.   I feel helpless... I want to give up.

The truth is I can't lose you but letting go is the only choice I have.  I know I can never compete with her. What our memories compared to the ones you've got.  But you're everything to me and those memories are the best days of my life.  I guess love isn't really enough.

Why can't I just throw all our memories away?
Why am I still holding on to you?
Didn't I give you enough?

I don't know how to get through this.  I wonder if it's better to leave this city and forget all about this.
I wonder if you could see my tears and hear me now... will you be able to sleep?

If only I could remove this from my system, then it will be easier to say hello to you everyday.
I'll be able to look at you even when you're with her without feeling hurt.
My friends could be happier around me and I won't feel like I've been left alone.

If only...