BE STILL

The Lord has said "Be still, and know that I am God" (Psalms 46:10)

Be still and know that I'm with you

Be still and know that I am here

Be still and know that I'm with you

Be still, be still, and know

When darkness comes upon you

And covers you with fear and shame

Be still and know that I'm with you

And I will say your name

If terror falls upon your bed

And sleep no longer comes

Remember all the words I said

Be still, be still, and know

And when you go through the valley

And the shadow comes down from the hill

If morning never comes to be

Be still, be still, be still

If you forget the way to go

And lose where you came from

If no one is standing beside you

Be still and know I am

Be still and know that I'm with you

Be still and know I am

~The Fray

Thank you Lord for still standing by my side!  You're the one who never left.  You're the one who never failed to make me smile.  Hold me now for I am so scared, lost and weak... Comfort me with your words. And with your loving arms embracing me, I'll weep but I'll stand up and carry on.

DEAR MR. BLUE,

"It was late afternoon, we're on the 28th floor.  We're having some small talks while doing some work.  It's been a while and it was really nice to spend some time alone with you again.  Then I gaze out the window and saw a heart shaped cloud... I smiled and when I look back at you, I loved how you stared back.  These little things mean the most to me!  If only I could freeze the moment...but I can only enjoy it while it lasted!"

I know I shouldn't be here... but there are some things that I would like to tell you.  It breaks my heart to see you go and I tried to hide it everyday when we're together cuz I have to be strong.  I smiled, I laughed, I acted like everything is fine... but there's still this empty feeling that my eyes cannot hide.  When you look into my eyes I hope you see how I still need you in my life.  I just can't simply go on without you in it. You've been a biggest part of me that I don't want to lose. And yet you chose to walk away though I know somewhere in your heart you feel my pain.

And these memories won't stop haunting me.  They filled my mind every night.  I held myself tight wishing that they would just go away.  I tried to sleep but then I'll find you in my dreams.  And when I woke up, there were already tears in my eyes.  

She loves you, you love her... and there's no place for me there.  I knew that a long time ago but last year was different.  Destiny has brought us together.  We shared beautiful memories that I thought would never happen. You held me so close to you and in that moment I knew it was meant to be!  I felt your heart and I've never been so happy in my life!  You were my best friend and my lover.  I thought we could make it but you didn't fought for our love.  I am left alone in the cold.

I missed the person that I loved the most, the person that I came to know, the person who said he loved me! And it pains me to see you everyday pretending not to care.  I am trying to save us but I cannot do it alone.

I hope someday you will find me in the corners of your heart.  And when you walk these streets at night, I hope you remember how we painted it with laughter and memories.  And when you go back to that bar, I hope you remember how it's us against the world. And when you pick up that guitar, I hope you remember the songs we used to sing.  And when it rains, I hope you remember how we held each other tight and how we promised not to let go. And before you sleep tonight, I hope you missed me.... remember when I kissed you goodnight and when I told you I loved you so much. ='(  I'm not gonna lie... I still hope to see your eyes light up for me and that your heart remembers to love me again.  If ever that time comes, then I know you really are meant for me.  

But if not, I don't know how I'll survive but I'll live.  Promise me that you'll have a good life and that you're happy with the choices that you make cuz that's what I wanted for you.  Just know that I have loved you with everything that I am!

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 4 EPIC FINALE!

Alaric: "You got the girl, man."
Damon: "I got the girl."

Stefan: "What if Elena was the one?"
Lexi: "She was. And she’ll always be an epic love. Contrary to popular belief, there are actually multiple ones. Especially for a vampire. The only way to find another is to let go. And move on."

Background Song:  When I Was Younger (Liz Lawrence)

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES QUOTES

Here is a compilation of quotes from my favorite CW series:  The Vampire Diaries ... Enjoy!